luni, 31 octombrie 2011
miercuri, 26 octombrie 2011
One day closer to Samhain
Something to listen in the morning, when drinking coffee, and thinking about ourselves...
marți, 25 octombrie 2011
duminică, 23 octombrie 2011
I'm not Jesus, why would I forgive...
Ira Superbia...
My mind is filled with rage and pride; I know this doesn't excuse me, but at least it explains me...
I tried to be the best human being I could; I tried to be nice, sociable, I tried to fool those around me about what I really thought about them and the world in general. But the mask is cracking, beloved minions, and it has been cracking for quite some time...
I don't need anything... It's taken me a few years to understand and accept this, but now, that I'm behind it, my reluctance to accept this seems quite silly. I don't need clothes, or books, or ideas, or music, or even You... Well, I might miss you more than I miss the rest, but still... I have become self-sufficient...
I have craved this for years, and now, when I have it, the moment is surprisingly anticlimatic.
I vowed to myself never to develop an obsession with anything or anyone, and I've already broken that vow twice, once with dear old McPretty, and then with You. I will not break it ever again. The third time, I will either have just found the love of my life, or the end of my life on Earth.
I was once told that it is best to forgive and forget, and I always say that I either forgive, but not forget, or vice-versa... The truth is, minions, I do neither of those...
I'm not Jesus, why would I forgive...?! And I have a too good memory to forget...
I will now scuttle back in the shadows, where I belong...
My mind is filled with rage and pride; I know this doesn't excuse me, but at least it explains me...
I tried to be the best human being I could; I tried to be nice, sociable, I tried to fool those around me about what I really thought about them and the world in general. But the mask is cracking, beloved minions, and it has been cracking for quite some time...
I don't need anything... It's taken me a few years to understand and accept this, but now, that I'm behind it, my reluctance to accept this seems quite silly. I don't need clothes, or books, or ideas, or music, or even You... Well, I might miss you more than I miss the rest, but still... I have become self-sufficient...
I have craved this for years, and now, when I have it, the moment is surprisingly anticlimatic.
I vowed to myself never to develop an obsession with anything or anyone, and I've already broken that vow twice, once with dear old McPretty, and then with You. I will not break it ever again. The third time, I will either have just found the love of my life, or the end of my life on Earth.
I was once told that it is best to forgive and forget, and I always say that I either forgive, but not forget, or vice-versa... The truth is, minions, I do neither of those...
I'm not Jesus, why would I forgive...?! And I have a too good memory to forget...
I will now scuttle back in the shadows, where I belong...
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